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This was written the first Christmas after Jason's passing....1997
Shhhh Listen
Shhhh listen! Can you hear it? It’s your heart beating.
Sit very still and you can feel it. How dare this heart
Betray you like that. Beating in your chest. Like nothing
Has happened, like everything is still the same, like your
Child isn’t dead. If it would only stop…I could be dead too.
But it doesn’t stop….and the agony goes on.
Listen deeper. Is that my soul singing? How could my
Soul sing when I am so devastated. Listen...it IS singing.
Could it know that the pain that I am feeling is only temporary?
Could it know that our souls are intertwined forever? Could it
know that my child’s soul is with me always? Does it know
The glory of Heaven and the joy my child felt upon entering there?
If it’s singing it must know something that this human mother forgot.
Close you eyes and listen with all your heart and soul.
Can you feel the joy that God has sent us. The joy of having
A beautiful child. Though in time on earth, it was very short.
But I would not trade this pain I am feeling. I may have lost my
Child to soon, but I would not trade one moment. That precious life
brought joy and love to a dreary world.
He was God’s gift to me. And
I thank HIM. HE sent HIS son, so that I may live an eternal life.
And HE sent my son, so I could live a joyous life on earth.
Memory’s still bring me joy.
Can you feel it? Can you see the
Light? Let is wrap around you. Feel the wonderful glow. Embrace it.
What glorious light, feel the warmth and love. From deep within the
Light I can hear a voice that seems to be saying
" Give me your pain and sorrow, I will heal you"
Can you feel the healing? Ever so slowly…….. by the time it is our
turn to leave this old world, we will be completely healed.
We will once again hold our child and rejoice.
For we will dance and sing and only then will we
Understand why we were given such a heavy burden……….
Written by Me.....Susan Dunn
In Loving Memory Of
Jason Christopher Dunn
Copyright © Susie Dunn December 25, 1997
All Rights Reserved.
Do not use without permission
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