UPDATE
This page was made in much happier times....
My most precious friend has passed from this world today June 12, 2001.....
I am so very sad.... and so very lonely with out him.
He saved my sanity when Jason passed....
a warm furry body to hug.... He hadn't been feeling good....
didn't act like anything was wrong...
he was just very tired...we thought a few days in the mountains
would perk him up....he loved to lay in the cold
mountain streams and just lap up the water...
He loved going in the motor home....but then
he loved doing anything that you were doing...
He just wanted to be close to the people he loved.
Never did I think that they would be his last days.
B.J. passed around 11:00 this morning.
We were told by the vet that even if
he has seen him a week ago....2 weeks ago...
even a month...he could not have changed this....
He said it was his liver that caused the damage
and his heart was in failer.
He said that BJ could not be saved
and that anything he could possibly try would only
prolong the enviable....and with the drug in the
suringe and ready to give...
God called my baby home...
I had always asked God when it was B.J.'s
time to please take him...
not to make me chose that again..Thank you God...
it was just too hard before with Bobby my Malamute.
I felt B.J.'s last heartbeat... I told the vet he was gone.
I told B.J. to "go to Jason".

So my noble friend is spending tonight in Heaven
with all the loved ones there....
Now that he can not be hurt by anyone any more
I can tell you that this gentle giant was 90% wolf...
he was the most loving caring animal that I have ever known...
how will I learn to sleep without
this beautiful head on my feet....
he could keep track of you if
he slept on your feet...
and he always kept an eye on you
no matter what he was doing....
we were his pack....his family...
and he was ours.... he wasn't just a "dog"
he was the ultimate dog....
He is wolf...and He is loved.
He can never be replaced...nor will we ever try to...
How can you replace an angel..sent from Heaven
I wanted B.J. to live one day longer than me...
just like pooh...so I would never have to live without him....
but that was not to be....